The forth one

...... still thingking.....
hope I could find it soon and put it in words in this blog..

Five Weird Things About Me (3)

Alors.. voici le troisième..

3. Everytime when I meet a person for the first time, since a hand shake, there are this kind of feeling, which I call it intuition. It is like a data coming out from my brain and alert me if there were something wrong, and all the time I don't want to believe it.

I always say to myself, come on Rat, you don't know this person, you've just met. But then, when it is proven, the little voice in my heart saying.. kaannnnn.....

Here are the example; when I was still studying at we had this junior which looked adorable, all my friends like her, it is true, she is sweet, but something alert me, and I don't know for what reason, and.. 3 years after she stole my finale requairement, which made, I lost my time in that division.

Honestly, I could find another to replace it, but the painful things is, I already called my patient to be patience while I had a sudden discusion with my prof, then when I get back, his gone.. I called him back and ask what went wrong, and he said, my colleague already did it for him, while this "sweet girl" she acted as nothing was happening, She could say, ah ya.. btw, I had to "steal" your finale requirement because I had to, and I could exchange it for you, by try to find one for you...

Nope.. she said nothing untill I asked her directly, and she with her sweet smile (which looked soo fake) saying.. oohh sory... that's all, so since it was a rare rquirement one, so I had to start all over again, but since then, I learn, to trust my feeling, since the first handsake..

It also happened to my mom, there were a business man, that looked so nice, helpful but again the same feeling stroke me since the first handsake, and quietly I told mom, don't trust this guy.. like usual, my mom said, don't be too paranoid and few months after, it happened.. he ran away with my mom's money.

The same pain I felt it again about two years ago, We were at one of our uncle's birthday, and one of the guest being introduced to us, offering a job for my sayang, and that strange feeling hit me, and I talked about it with thierry.

Like all the people which I shared this kind of weird undescribeable feeling, my husband reacted the same, but I tried to warn him, to be careful, and not to share all his great ideas..
Nights and nights he was working and contstructed his ideas to a presentable view, I know when his working, he gives everything.

Three months after, this guy flew to Paris with the other colleague and sold thierry's idea, without including him inside. When he confronted him, he said, Ah sorry, it is done.
So many jerk in this world...

The good thing about one of this weird things about me now, thierry listens more, and asks how is my feeling about something.. well.. I don't know about something, because.. I have to have this handsake first...

tagging Ayu Fievet....

Five Weird Things About Me (2)

After try to find another weird things about me, since they ask to be "five" items.. here is the second one;

2.Since I was in the high school I always set my alarm in odd number, like, 05.43 instead of 05.45, or 06.32 or 06.33 instead of 06.30. Then I put the snooze on..

When My Akang asked me to put the alarm on, I also do it the same way, and he said, wow, so you also doing that? He lough and said, me too and my mom thinks it is weird..

I guess now it is us who is weird according to his mom, :p

next..
I'll tag Anna

Five Weird Things About Me (1)

I've got this tag from my friend who has diamond heart, Lien
then.. another friend who is so generous Ayu tag me again.. so here I start..

1. I have good and far away memories, for the bad and the beautiful things, sometimes I take it as a gift, but sometimes also as a curse ..sigh..
There was a time I asked my grandma, " How old was I when mom was holding me and sitting on the place which once then was a belimbing tree, and you came by, asking how I was to mom, and she licked my nose and replied, I think she is getting better because the sweat is saltier" (???)
Then she was surprised.. she said, you were still 3 months old.. gubraakkk!!
She remembers, so I think this I got it from her.... ? :p

I have this memories like a movie playing, all the details, sometimes even the feeling I had following the scene, like when I accidently saw a writing, what so ever, business card or letter, and accidently read it even in a glimpse, I know what it says, and when my husband ask me.. did you see the letter or business card.. of what so ever.. I could find them. I think sometimes it is so spooky.

Sometimes also I tried to make my friend remember the conversation we had, by describing when they told me, like.. you know, when we were walking together at X road, and while you were telling me those story, a becak passed by with the women with a pink t shirt on it? Then I mentioned about the pain in my neck, then you continued telling about the father of your friend?
They used to look at me with the look saying.. you are weird..

to be continued...
Here I tag, Myrfa